me earlier today..

i dont drink much.. but when there is booze then there is me.. drinking! =D

been drunk for 3 straight days, due to some circumstances which i cannot deny.
ok.. last night, i went on to bed at 2am.. i woke up at 5am because my school is far. i need to ride on a trike, then smoke for some time.. a jeep.. then stare to some lovely ladies at olivarez. a jeep again, pause for a while to hit some cigar.. then a jeep.. walk to the dorm for about 10 mins. all in all it would take me one and a half hour. computations: woke up at 5am, shower for 30mins get ready and went off home at 6am.. wait for a trike for 5mins a 10min drive, smoke for another 5mins.. etc! for short i am very much late. rush in to my dorm, brush my not so pearly white teeth, change outfit to school unies.. went to my classroom soaked in sweat.. wel, was smiling because not all of my classmates was there, what i didnt know was that they were gone and finished the exam. tsk! approached my instructor.. he said "NO PERMIT, NO EXAM" i didnt have my permit with me, i placed it somewhere.. where i cant remember. =c you have no attendance for today see your punk ass on thursday! (puck ass not included).. hehe.. deym! il pay 150 for the exam and another 50 for the permit. what a day! such a lovely day! hale late comers! tsk!

thy bounty for this heart..

3 ladies were after me..


a lady, whose my classmate, askin me for a review and taking me on to do some homeworks with her. chattin down notes for me, doin my projects, tutoring me in our vacant time. sitting beside me, giving me some facts about everyday class. one hell of a girl, whos been doin almost everything a classmate would do for a classmate.



a lady, a nursing student, giving me sweet smiles, talking to me nicely, makin me laugh.. showing her care.. and she has loads of breads.. treat me hir and ther almost everywer. cutting classes, drink sum wine, watch tv first class in the house with free booze. i love her place!


a lady, an outsider.. she graduated on 07, a nice petite lovely and simple yet demanding girl. always ask me to got with her, do some shoppings, walk the dog in the park, not so cool park, movies, bakings love her cakes.. talking to her on wee hours.. hell! i think she also wants me to go with her during bath times. which i did in a way.. whew!




3 of them.. whew! they have one thing in common! they wer all my gf.. hehe..


no lessons for today. hehe..

coffe?!

AKO:

lookin at her on her lovely dress every mornin..
as she listens to the music she wants to hear..
she humms with a touching voice..
on the mirror shes checkin if she looks good..
she makes two cups of coffee every morning and i dont know why..
my everyday routine is to stare at her..
i wish she thinks about me too..


SIYA:

im wearin a lovely dress just to impress the guy..
i listen to the music which i think would describe my feelings for him..
i humm for him to notice me..
i often look at the mirror cos i dont want to look bad in front of him..
i make two cups of coffee everyday 1 for me 1 for him..
my everyday routine is to make him see me or even feel my presence..
i wish for him to think about me too..


ENDING:
wala nangyari. nagpakiramdaman lang eh. palpak kasi.

LESSON:
if you love someone.. sugod lang! u never know if he/she feels the same.

me love.. me blog..

im not a blogger.. im more of a self induced, trying hard say whatever he has to say bum.
i have some ready blogs at my other acct.. il post it now in here. i am a combination of a lucky for no good and unlucky for good.. it means, i am lucky to those i dont like and very much unlucky to those things i love. hey.. thats a cute example of life being ironic. hmmmm... love blogs.. shoot!


on a rainy day

was walkin alone going nowhere
while passin by a book store i noticed a lady
she caught me.. went in no plans or ideas
on what to do.with my mere self i approached
her. being brave getting closer, i saw a book
on her hand, it was a novel.. i dont have any
idea on what the title is.. but then for sure
i know its one of her favorites. i asked her,
mis.. i need that book where can i find one of
those?! she then said, by the shelves around
the corner, i went to see the book, fuck.. whats
next.. i went back to talk to her, and told her i dont
have any interest on that book actually, what i am
after is you, can i have you number? because
i want to know you more.. she then handed me
a paper with her name and number on it. her name
was reese, gee.. brown eyed sexy girl.. was
drivin cloud9.. bid goodbye and went out of the store.


the night that day i texted her..
was amazed to find out she owns the store and
couple more.. we went conversing until i hit the wall
she was getting married in a month or so.


ther goes my book, there goes my day..


sob!

1st impressions..

i came from a hard hit to the wall of conspiracy and dismay.. was living a life of happiness with my gf, now im totally wrecked.. nuff sed.. =c

ok. to start with the right start,

im am someone u dont want to be with.
braggart dummy low level life prick.
tho.. i am not useless u can still use me.. "as a bad example" hehe.. i am very optimistic, often think that life has a better side, a greener pasture. yet, that place is still far from the reach of my hands, i grasp on things untightly.. i am very very very lazy.. i need motivations to do things seriusly. i believe that life will not give the best untill your efforts are recognize.. u have to earn everything. im good at thinking.. about what to do, whats wrong.. but i lack on actions.. letting them pass by my side where the best dumbness i have. i love to hate hate myself from doing that. i often ask myself, " is there any good in me that would make me look perfect as an individual or atleast wud make someone proud of me?!" i cant seem to find the answer now.. but i know.. soon.. soon.. just soon.. lid of my box were open, let me look at me. il find it out!